Hi, I'm a beginner.. I have my own reasons for trying to fight others.. I'm an arrogant and over confident self declared alpha male..
I'm real.. very real.. But completely unexperienced. I have a huge very speficic fetish : I get angry and upset from losing from someone..in any meaning ..it can be about a game, a quiz , armwrestling or even a discussion.. Being defeated..makes me angry ..upset ..but also very, very horny.. Especially if that other uses it against me (dirty trash talk).. So I will try very hard to avoid my weakness being exposed.. I will do everything in my power to hide this pathetic side of myself.. What really gets me going that I start as the favourite..but in the event the tables are turned on me..and i end up.. defeated. An oponent who defeats me, and has fun with me afterward (doesnt have to be pure sexually) is very welcome : put me on display..victory poses.. expose me.. humiliates me.. take pics of me.. BUT : I come to this site because it is something that attracts me very much ..although i really cant say if i will go to through with an actual fight..I have to meet the right people and see where it goes.
Hope to meet some people who 'get' this.