Knees and Hugs

I like being the heel here, and I don't mind the one-sided fights and even the sparring, but what I really want is a jobber that can just take what I dish out like it's nothing. Just a human punching bag that I can strap to a wall (or even straddle on the ground/bed) and just wail the punches, kicks, knees and elbows into their gut and chest, across the face, and they'll just take it and grin back at me and beg for more.

I did find one "straight" dude who loves to do this, but he's not regularly available. And while it does fulfill most of my need, he only wants the hard punches in the gut. I'm very willing to satisfy his urges, so it's not a big problem for me. But I'd really like to just have that human dummy to punish everywhere. Unleash those Muay Thai skills I'm learning, and just beat up a person.

Then there's the two regular flakers with whom I make plans and they just either don't show or don't answer my messages once I've gotten myself all riled up and ready for them. I don't know why I still entertain their messages to me, I haven't met either of them whenever we agree to do something. They want it, but they puss out on me. It's frustrating.