Private BJJ lessons in San Diego

if you want to try wrestling, this is an inclusive group
https://www.sdwrestling.org/

I’ve always been super interested in BJJ and learning it, both wearing a gi and no gi.

I am a very shy and reserved person and every time I go to sign up I bottle it and don’t turn up.

I would love some private lessons, preferably someone from this site who I can get to know and learn BJJ from and maybe eventually push me to signing up to classes

Any recommendations or volunteers?